Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
In life we seem to always play the victim, and feel sorry for ourselves and wallow in self pity. I seem to realize that I AM THE PROBLEM AND THE SOLUTION! If something is not going the way I want it to, then I can change it. I admit… I do this all the time. I feel sorry for myself, and be negative. But, I know that i can’t keep living life negatively. I need to live life the way I want to. Not saying that times won’t be hard and difficult because trust me they will. We just need to realize that we can change the way we feel and our outlook on life.
Feeling invisible is a terrible feeling. Acting different when around friends, talking to people and not including me?! It’s tiring trying to get your attention. Don’t tell me things when I see it for what it really is. I can see where your eyes go… I see they follow others. That attention your giving away is greatly needed/wanted over here, while I’m feeling invisible. Maybe it’s just me venting and looking into things but, what I see is pretty clear to me.
I hate feeling things sometimes. I wish I could be numb.
There is this cute boy from across the room with his headphones on listening to music.. :) I am lucky..
(Source: peakingoranges, via spirits-of-lavender)
